tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-93372362024-03-07T18:48:18.108-08:00Lumba2Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger233125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-45705952559110223872008-01-26T15:28:00.001-08:002008-01-26T15:30:52.814-08:00How do u know u love someone?Nat said: when u compromised for him, when u put him into the picture when making plans for your future<br />John said: when everytime u re going to see her again, your heart drops; you love spending time with her doing nothing, just sitting around and brushing her hair; you love the silly little things that she does<br />... you'll never know 100% sure but u know if you don't try u can't live with the regret<br />... your feeling keeps on growing even after knowing her for a long timeUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-33337888475349309792007-11-24T00:57:00.001-08:002007-11-24T00:59:46.909-08:00...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaoBl8ALfuiuYw03slKf4Z9oi0f8q5dT-CWow3xXIL2Ckjy9WFb8Cv7BeFDNcAPOlXxLys4ZMzIPODgoI3YLCuKw9i0CYyK6LjTe5DDyO-Du69HSINc6TuIV_ptmMsQliOCGJtIg/s1600-h/IMG_0245.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaoBl8ALfuiuYw03slKf4Z9oi0f8q5dT-CWow3xXIL2Ckjy9WFb8Cv7BeFDNcAPOlXxLys4ZMzIPODgoI3YLCuKw9i0CYyK6LjTe5DDyO-Du69HSINc6TuIV_ptmMsQliOCGJtIg/s320/IMG_0245.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5136328566092087042" border="0" /></a><br /><pre>I’m holding on your rope<br />Got me ten feet off the ground<br />And I’m hearing what you say<br />But I just can’t make you sound<br />You tell me that you need me<br />Then you go and cut me down<br />But wait...<br />You tell me that you’re sorry<br />Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..<br /><br />That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late </pre>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-47133149859448879562007-11-12T23:00:00.001-08:002007-11-12T23:10:32.412-08:00hey yall<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYz-sZPh0jv40FeJmDnuzghiXCjc0RYn3MBYj1YIAuNsCfW_B96bql6PaaXgWmx48WLGlxz_ri6mq8Fg7kqSzGJFQzkVjt9ysIPqP5hQ0RFH_vgb5pu-WIu8p1qL820WJibHukyw/s1600-h/P1020181+%28Medium%29.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYz-sZPh0jv40FeJmDnuzghiXCjc0RYn3MBYj1YIAuNsCfW_B96bql6PaaXgWmx48WLGlxz_ri6mq8Fg7kqSzGJFQzkVjt9ysIPqP5hQ0RFH_vgb5pu-WIu8p1qL820WJibHukyw/s320/P1020181+%28Medium%29.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5132218633570803618" border="0" /></a><br />haven't posted for a while.. let's see if i have updates.. life has been hectic + crazy.. lots of school works, activities, recruiting events .. all happening at the same time.. found myself stuck at school for 8- 12 hours a day.. school mates are great..<br />on another side, found myself breaking my mid year resolution.. getting ready to sunk right now.. wish me luck..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-87820278986644555322007-09-15T02:43:00.000-07:002007-09-15T02:46:58.181-07:00Something's MissingSpent the day with tons of people.. Danced the night away at the loudest hottest scene in LA - but still don't take away the hole in the soul. Laughed the whole night through but the heart don't feel the smile. I wonder if I do have a problem - of having facade all my life while the inside don't agree. Can't even point out what's missing. As reen said it best : something's missing- but I don't know what. Maybe compassion.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-54058842953309597172007-08-26T07:31:00.000-07:002007-08-26T08:12:04.622-07:00Summer 2007<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYGzdqoy9Dim-FNE8tLoSWUr8sZHU67m0sumeOhpwQbVegXsl_KKtx9jBzo-4dnCsTuPTu8qZds7ak0BD-AFmJJkvtl63_3dXCBAzoEdRBf9jJ88MoH_nA-tElkaWM9vuyLnxyrQ/s1600-h/rame2+bakoel+koffee.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhYGzdqoy9Dim-FNE8tLoSWUr8sZHU67m0sumeOhpwQbVegXsl_KKtx9jBzo-4dnCsTuPTu8qZds7ak0BD-AFmJJkvtl63_3dXCBAzoEdRBf9jJ88MoH_nA-tElkaWM9vuyLnxyrQ/s320/rame2+bakoel+koffee.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5103020686807802610" border="0" /></a><br />Summer 2007 is going to end soon.. This summer has been a different one since a while.. For a start, here's to a summer where I'm single once more after 5 years.. (damn that's long!).. A summer where I am once again free to spend time with my bestfriends ( who just so happen to all be singles..), flirt, learn to forget, be egoistic of my own happiness. A summer of whirlwind fun and outings.. A summer of learning about friendship, relationship, being a family once more.<br /><br />A summer of travelling to places (bali, HK, palembang), a summer of learning bout my future, reaffirming my decisions.. A summer of unfinished business, waiting to be resolved in 2 years.. A summer where I learnt not everything I want I can get, not everything I planned will work out the way I want, not everything have to happen right now..<br /><br />On another note, I suddenly remembered a dinner I had this weekend where I had said that I don't want to meet my Mr. Right right now.. I had said why would I wanna meet The One right now if I can just enjoy my time by myself and having fun with my friends.. To which my friend replied: because it felt so damn good... (to love)<br />To say that I'm shocked is an understatement.. haha it's like things that you would see in movie or read in novels.. maybe he's a romantic and I'm in a limbo right now :)<br /><br />Just came back from funeral tonight.. My uncle's father in law... I hateeee funeralll.. no offense to the person who passed away.. I just hate looking at how sad the family members were.. I hate to see the anguish in the family's faces when they say goodbye or when they recall the person who had left them .. I'm a sentimentil person.. I'll just cry when I see this scene.. even when I don't know the person who passed away.. see this is why I hate funeral.. I think it all started back in my high school year.. my best friend's mother had passed away and she had only told me and no one else in school.. It broke my heart to see her despair but there's nothing I could really do to help ease her pain. On the other hand, I was not trained to deal with grief (of hers and of mine at seeing another person mourning). Worse still since I couldn't share with anyone else.. Til this day, I never talked about that period to my friends.. It was a short but hard period. But as always, I boxed my feelings and store it in the blackhole. If I don't talk to anyone, the problem does not exist, thus I do not need to deal with it.. so I told myself.. here's why I think I need to see a shrink.. I'm jovial in the outside but the blackholes are all scattered within me<br /><br />Anyway enough of the nonsense.. here's to going back to LA in 2 weeks time!! Cheers...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-26802591740652049812007-08-24T01:07:00.000-07:002007-08-24T01:09:38.416-07:00congratswow can't believe my 'cousin' is getting married.. Not real cousin, just a family's friend whom I've been close to since Singapore (9 years ago).. OMG.. haha congrats to him... WOW.. how time flies.. before we were just doing O level and A level.. and now he's 'engaged'<br /><br />congrats brother...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-63662351113458455392007-08-17T10:23:00.000-07:002007-08-17T11:21:51.629-07:00The things about LoveHave you ever stopped and wondered how funny love (infatuation) is??<br />Sometimes you meet a guy and you just don't have any sparks..<br />Other times, you meet a guy and you instantly feel your heart is beating as though you're doing a bungee jumping from the 40th floor..<br />Yet another time, you meet someone for the first time.. nothing.. second, third, fourth .. nothing.. and then one day you just suddenly feel different..<br />Don't you guys agree that love is funny?<br /><br />What really happens when you feel that "chemistry"?? why does it work for some guys but not others... and if u happen to have that "love at first sight" feeling.. is it better than the feeling that you acquire over time? or is it worse?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-22285602150910940672007-08-13T08:31:00.000-07:002007-08-13T08:38:06.032-07:00DolphinsFeeling nostalgic.. just remembered how I really like dolphins ever since I was younger. Looking around my bedroom, I saw dolphins all around. There's the dolphin keychain from Joan, my roommie in Singapore, the shark (yes shark!) from Danar from his vacation to Indonesia once while Lipola and I were still in Singapore.. we asked him to buy us soft toys since we weren't going home.. Lipola wanted whales.. I wanted dolphin.. but somehow I got a shark.. :P There's the dolphin necklace my mom bought me.. she always bought me dolphin necklaces since she knew how much I like them.. there's the dolphin figurine/statue from Kevin haha.. supposedly my bdae present if I'm not mistaken but the Indon postal service sent it three weeks late or something.. there's another small dolphin soft toy I believe from Joan again and a dolphin playing with a ball figurine from someone I couldn't remember rite now...<br /><br />:) brings back fond memories of my youth.. and especially of my time in Singapore.. :) then also remembered surfing in Venice beach with lotsss of dolphins swimming around me within 5 metres away.. wow.. just an amazing creature! i think i need to add more to my dolphins' collectionUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-60339431666605175392007-08-07T07:50:00.000-07:002007-08-07T07:59:04.625-07:00lalalalagi keinget lagu lama.. lagu dari film chinese tentang going out to the world dan meninggalkan whatever you have di sini.. satu sentence yang will lead my life for 2 taun ke depan will me 'kalau aku tetep di sini, aku ga akan bisa melihat my present state'<br /><br />lagi berasa ga tenang.. to forget prasaan ga nyaman, i try to menyibukkan diri.. try to concentrate more on my work, chat less pas kerja, pengen ikut lomba nulis dari BI tentang UMKM di Indo.. haha am actually reading peraturan pemerintah tentang UMKM di Indo now.. 60 sum pages...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-66861614614900691222007-08-02T01:28:00.000-07:002007-08-02T01:36:26.096-07:00August is HereCan't believe I only have 5 weeks left in Indo.. my days are numbered.. so many unfinished business.. wish I can turn back time.. I'll wonder how the future will turn out :) like the movie sliding door..<br /><br />went to HK last weekend it was fun! haha thanks shier.. we went to eat eat eat eat.. but the view in HK is breath-taking.. it's mostly the city views.. but still wow.. it's like you live with all these amazing city views surrounding you. the good thing is that I also calm my mind in HK.. I'm just happy to be where I am right now. Before HK, I hated the present.. not knowing what's gonna happen in the future. but things have folded out and I'm seeing bright futures once more.. may not be the way I wanted it to be.. but it's still better<br /><br />maybe it's the month of August! new month.. new story.. :)<br /><br />I really really really miss Paris badly.. it was his birthday a few days ago.. had always spent his birthdays with him.. same town at least. here's to the one love I will always have forever.. though no matter how naughty he is.. Nat told me that he's been busy chewing things and peeing on every corner of her apartment ( sorry nat.. 5 more weeks and I'll take that lil devil back ).. Paris does that sometime.. just peeing everywhere.. terrible tsk tsk tsk... hoho we ( nat n I ) make ourselves feel better by saying that we are training to be patient when we are parents in the future.. hah others would say we're being tricked when we get this lil devil :P<br /><br />hahaha i still love him none the less though.. the thing about family.. no matter what he does, u still love him anywayUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-91042077403399196932007-08-01T09:13:00.000-07:002007-08-01T09:15:38.115-07:00...I cannot understand my own feeling..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-35971971784416222912007-07-22T07:59:00.000-07:002007-07-22T08:06:08.102-07:00stuck in a size 0I've been hearing a lot that I'm too skinny and that I need to eat more and that I'm in a verge of being anorexic..<br /><br />but you see.. I still eat.. sometimes a lot.. I eat fried food as well.. I eat nasi goreng lumpia risoles (all fried indonesian food). but people don't stop saying how I'm getting skinnier everytime they see me or how I'm possibly anorexic<br /><br />OK so I'm totally not anorexic.. I dont think I'm fat .. I just think I look normal. I look normal size when I see myself in the mirror. But I can't help wondering if I'm normal, why do I keep on having to try a small or Extra Small size for my clothes? Surely I can't be an XS for my 5'4 height (165cm).<br /><br />I'm currently trying to evaluate if I'm having psychological eating disorder. The fact that I'm doing this analysis tells that I'm sane enough to be able to think.. and to think that I'm indeed not anorexic.. I can't help noticing though how I do limit my food intake if I eat at home.. my rice portion is a ball size with 7cm diameters.. I don't starve myself... consciously.. I wonder if subconsciously I do<br /><br />My trainer told me to gain 2 more kg of muscle weight. Told me to eat more protein (read:meat). Now while I'm thinking of cutting down my intake on meat ( i pity the animals) and not quite liking the textures of meat.. OK so I still eat meat no worry...<br /><br />I compared pictures of myself one year ago and now and I'm losing weight.. could have been the 4 hrs a week gymn that I've been doing..<br /><br />nah.. wat do I know.. I think I'm fineUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-64803317386661273672007-07-18T22:54:00.000-07:002007-07-18T23:36:03.723-07:00Sooo...I talked bout my internship experience in my MBA experience blog so it was good and interesting.. but for today I don't have much to do and decide to update my blog..<br /><br />I just realized I never make a new year resolution this year.. so I will start with a mid-year resolution :<br />1. be more hardworking ( in terms of school works). I remembered last time in my undergard I never buy textbooks unless the teachers strictly require it and while others are busy gulping the chapters, I was busy trying to find copies of the lecture notes<br />2. go to France or New York or Hawaii.. darnn I should really really go to France this year.. been in my to-do-list for yearss<br />3. Spoil Paris more .. and train him even more to be a good doggie ( teach him more tricks)<br />4. Learn Chinese language.. should watch more chinese soap operas<br />5. Learn to improve people's skills - be more humble, listen to people more, try to talk to strangers more<br />6. Exercise and gain some muscles - yoga/ pilates<br />7. Cook more - shouldn't go out n spend $$$ on food too often<br />8. Get to know more Indon friends or friends in general in LA<br />9. Be cleaner at home ( most prob end up hiring a maid more often)<br />10. Decide my spirituality ( pick one for god's sake.. )<br />11. Practice guitar more often<br />12. To free myself from infatuation/heart break/whatever romantic<br />13. To care about personal appearances more ( thank god I have Nut my personal shopper/upcoming fashion designer bestfriend)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-41650070004936318802007-07-08T09:04:00.001-07:002007-07-08T09:04:43.261-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.<br />(1 Corinthians 13)</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-37836045346644934902007-06-29T07:04:00.000-07:002007-06-29T07:06:39.644-07:00haha i found this entertaining<div class="judul-content"> Pria & Wanita </div> <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">1. Ada 2 saat dimana seorang pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">tidak memahami seorang wanita, yaitu</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">sebelum dan sesudah menikah.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">2. Pria ingin menikah karena merasa</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">letih, sedangkan wanita ingin menikah</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">karena ingin tahu, dan keduanya akan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">kecewa.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">3. Wanita pada usia 40 tahun berpikir</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">tentang masa depan anak-anak. Pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">pada usia 40 tahun berpikir tentang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">mengencani anak-anak.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">4. Pria menikah hidup lebih lama dari</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">pada pria bujangan. Namun pria menikah</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">lebih banyak keinginan untuk mati.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">5. Untuk memperoleh kebahagiaan dari</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">seorang pria, anda harus lebih banyak</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">memahaminya dan tidak perlu terlalu</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">mencintainya. Sedangkan untuk</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">memperoleh kebahagiaan dari seorang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">wanita, anda harus banyak mencintainya</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">dan tidak perlu memahaminya sama</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">sekali.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">6. Wanita selalu mengenang pria yang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">ingin menikahinya. Sedangkan pria akan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">selalu mengenang wanita yang tidak</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">ingin dinikahinya.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">7. Buku paling tipis di dunia adalah</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">tentang apa yang diketahui pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">mengenai wanita dan biografi wanita</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">yang bahagia.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">8. Pria adalah orang yang akan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">membayar 20 ribu rupiah untuk barang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">seharga 10 ribu rupiah dan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">membutuhkannya. Sedangkan wanita akan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">membayar 10 ribu rupiah untuk barang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">seharga 20 ribu rupiah dan tidak</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">membutuhkannya.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">9. Seorang wanita memiliki kata akhir</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">dalam setiap pertengkaran. Apapun yang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">dikatakan pria setelah pertengkaran</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">adalah awal dari pertengkaran baru.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">10. Wanita yang menikahi seorang pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">berharap pria itu berubah, tetapi</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">ternyata tidak berubah. Sedangkan pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">yang menikahi seorang wanita berharap</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">wanita itu tidak berubah namun</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">ternyata berubah.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">11. Pria sukses adalah pria yang mampu</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">menghasilkan uang lebih banyak dari</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">pada yang dapat dihabiskan seorang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">wanita. Sedangkan wanita sukses adalah</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">wanita yang dapat menemukan pria</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">seperti itu.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">12. Seorang wanita cemas akan masa</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">depannya sampai ia menikahi seorang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">pria. Sedangkan seorang pria tidak</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">pernah cemas tentang masa depannya</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">sampai ketika ia menikahi seorang</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">wanita.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">13. Di mana pun seorang wanita</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">menemukan pria yang menurutnya pantas</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">menjadi suami yang baik, ia akan</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">selalu kecewa karena biasanya pria itu</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-family: arial;">telah beristri.</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-43759073656675590382007-06-19T07:25:00.000-07:002007-06-19T07:29:08.602-07:00070707Longg longgg time agoo.. maybe in the year 2000.. I used to joke with my friends and said that I'd get married on 070707.. July 7th 2007 because I like the number 7 and I've checked that it's a Saturday..<br /><br />I can't believe that it's already coming.. 070707.. wow..... it feels like a million years away since the first time I said that about 7 years ago.. N boy am I wrong.. I'm so far away from getting married..<br /><br />just thought that it's funny..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-53817114916743279622007-06-17T07:37:00.000-07:002007-06-17T07:38:37.168-07:00Way Back Into LoveI've been living with a shadow overhead<br />I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed<br />I've been lonely for so long<br />Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on<br /><br />I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away<br />Just in case I ever need them again someday<br />I've been setting aside time<br />To clear a little space in the corners of my mind<br /><br />All I wanna do is find a way back into love<br />I can't make it through without a way back into love<br />Oh oh oh<br /><br />I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine<br />I've been searching but I just don't see the signs<br />I know that it's out there<br />There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere<br /><class id="NoSteal"></class><br />I've been looking for someone to shed some light<br />Not somebody just to get me through the night<br />I could use some direction<br />And I'm open to your suggestions<br /><br />All I wanna do is find a way back into love<br />I can't make it through without a way back into love<br />And if I open my heart again<br />I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end<br /><br />There are moments when I don't know if it's real<br />Or if anybody feels the way I feel<br />I need inspiration<br />Not just another negotiation<br /><br />All I wanna do is find a way back into love<br />I can't make it through without a way back into love<br />And if I open my heart to you<br />I'm hoping you'll show me what to do<br />And if you help me to start again<br />You know that I'll be there for you in the endUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-48051551378142556062007-06-15T12:47:00.001-07:002007-06-15T20:06:11.370-07:00'TisHere it is 2.47am in the morning. Here I am, eating a fried mochi with sesame filling. Crying myself to sleep for dunno-how-many-days in a row.<br /><br />If there's only a medicine for the pain, I would gladly take one right now. Had I been back in LA, I'd be gulping down another bottle of sweet wine then spilling some on my laptop and 'd be buying my third laptop. Puking by the front door of my bathroom, dizzy dragging myself by the sink and 3 minutes it's gone before I start scrambling for napkins to wash off the puke and the wine off my laptop.<br /><br />Maybe I'll be smarter this time, choosing the eed over the ine. Always a first for something they say.<br /><br />So foolish of me to try to drown one sorrow with another. A lesson not thoroughly learnt by time.<br /><br />Just perused a third of 'Tis and that's probably where the satire and irony from.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-6765265552358432472007-06-13T21:08:00.000-07:002007-06-13T21:20:36.639-07:00what is love?i used to scorn at people who give up their dreams for their partners..<br /><br />I'd say "Why.. but that is aburd!! What if you guys don't work out in the future? what if you give up something so big for something that doesn't work out?"<br /><br />And that's just so me.. to not want to take risk for something uncertain. To always put my future above my partner's in life.<br /><br />The funny thing is I think now I'm changing. Maybe it's the age, maybe it's the internal clock ticking. But now I understand that love needs sacrifice.. if you think a success is not worth pursuing without your loved one by your side, you should def sacrifice the one that matters less..<br /><br />hahaha okay so I say I'm starting to understand.. doesn't mean that I myself will do soUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-78505287421771526432007-06-13T08:24:00.000-07:002007-06-13T08:46:32.235-07:00miss LAi miss<br />1. being able to drive around by myself<br />2. getting dessert everyday ( il cielo, beard papa, cupcake)<br />3. PARIS.. PARIS.. PARIS<br />4. Nut Nut Nut and Pirate<br />5. being able to walk in the greeneries and smell the fresh air<br />6. doing yoga<br />7. shopping<br />8. healthy, home-cooked mealsUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-24594715225084153992007-06-07T03:44:00.000-07:002007-06-07T03:52:31.415-07:00ASEAN Scholarships for IndonesiaClick <a href="http://www.moe.gov.sg/aseanscholarships/abtS3Indonesia.htm">HERE</a> for more info<br /><br />The ASEAN Scholarships for Indonesia is tenable for 4 years leading to the<br />award of the Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education 'Advanced'<br />(GCE 'A') Level (or equivalent) certificate.<br /><br />The Scholarship is for studies in selected Singapore schools from Secondary<br />Three to Pre-University Two and is renewed annually, subject to the satisfactory<br />performance of the scholar.<br /><br />Students from Indonesia are welcome to apply for the ASEAN Scholarships for<br />Indonesia to enter Singapore schools at the Secondary Three level. Candidates<br />who are not short-listed for the scholarships will be considered for the Merit Awards.<br /><br /> <br /> <br /><br />Students who meet the following criteria are invited to apply for the scholarship.<br />1 Nationals of Indonesia<br />2 Between 14+ to 16+ years old<br />3 Sat for SMP 3 National Final Evaluation Examination (EBTANAS/UAN) and<br /> have done consistently well in school<br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br />Any dates given below are tentative and are subject to changes.<br />1 Application period - 2 June to 20 July<br />2 Selection test dates - mid August<br />3 Selection interview dates - late September<br /> Candidates short-listed for the selection test/interview will be notified a week<br /> before the selection test/interview dates<br />4 Award of scholarship - early to mid October<br />5 Arrival of scholar in Singapore - late October<br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br />1 Singapore Consulate in Pekanbaru<br />2 Singapore Embassy in Jakarta<br /> (Address: Embassy of the Republic of Singapore<br /> Gedung Graha Surya Internusa<br /> 19th Flr<br /> Jln HR Rasuna Said Kav X-0<br /> Jakarta 12950 Indonesia)<br />3 Singapore Ministry of Education<br /><br />Please click here to download the application form<br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br />The selection tests and interviews will be conducted in the following cities:<br />1 Medan<br />2 Jakarta<br />3 Surabaya (if there are sufficient candidates)<br /><br /> <br /><br />1 Allowance of S$2,200 (Secondary) / S$2,400 (Pre-University) per annum<br /> with hostel accommodation<br />2 S$400 settling-in allowance (once only)<br />3 Economy class air passage to Singapore and back to home country upon<br /> completion of course<br />4 Waiver of school fees and donation to the Education Fund<br />5 Waiver of GCE 'O' and 'A' Level examination fees (once only, if applicable)<br />6 Subsidised medical benefits and accident insurance cover<br />7 Bridging courses (if applicable, in Singapore before start of course)<br />8 THERE IS NO BOND ATTACHED TO THE SCHOLARSHIPUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-24675249317391951402007-06-03T21:18:00.000-07:002007-06-03T21:27:01.406-07:00Summer is Here!Yaiii I'm in indo and summer is here................. but on the other hand, I'm having a pretty bad sore throat which usually gets worse if I get out of my house.. ( read : the weather in Jakarta is sooo bad. it's like rainy season n summer season are mixed up) bouhou<br /><br />Paris update : he's with Natasha now and Natasha has just reported that Paris is sleeping next to her on her bed now. Usually he sleeps in his crate when he's with me. Nat has also reported that she had just bought a vest and a t-shirt for Paris.<br /><br />I have an OMINOUS feeling that Paris won't want to return to my place after I head back to LA.<br /><br />Now let's analyze if I like jakarta. I am here for three months to analyze the prospect of me returning to Indonesia for good after my MBA:<br />The weather is bad.. hot humid polluted<br />The people are fine.. you have your 'personal helpers', drivers, bla bla bla. Friends are here. Family is here.<br />The house is good. U don't need to pay rent... but then again I doubt I can live with my parents after my MBA. I don't know if I can stay in a house where the rules are not updated since I left the house at 16. But living in an apartment by myself is not an option in Indonesia either. SSheeesshh<br /><br />we'll ssee.. maybe i should go to singapore instead or hongkong..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-62799559713418235812007-05-28T01:20:00.001-07:002007-05-28T01:29:10.502-07:00TactI'm a really tactless person. The worse okay not the worse.. but pretty bad..<br />I'll be even more tactless to guys because I know guys usually care less about critiques/the truth than girls.. Hurt a girl's feeling and you'll be on their bad list like forever...<br /><br />Lately though I'm TRYING to change.. ever since I am reading the book "How to win friends and Influence People" by Dale Carnegie and since I noticed that some guys have been offended by my tactless comments..<br /><br />It's really hard to try to be tactful.. It expects one to be very polite and selfless and diplomatic.. Why.. once I told a guy friend that his face has really cleared up ( in front of a few of our friends while we were eating at a restaurant. I KNOW.. I should have waited til I was alone with him before saying that.. but I was scared I would forget so I said it in front of others )<br /><br />Why.. I meant well ( Thank god that guy friend was nice and didn't take it as a criticism).. I was just saying his face which used to have pimples now have none..<br />A girl friend who heard that laughed at me afterwards and told me how could I did that..<br />I was like... what did I do??? I was complimenting him.....<br /><br />Okay so not to mention this Indonesian/Asian thing of being polite and tactful.. U even need to say sorry for something that is hardly ur fault but u gotta say it anyway to be polite..<br /><br />okay but i guess tactful is important to guard others' feelings. I take criticism pretty well ( criticism I said ! not put-downs) but I must remember that not everyone take criticism well.. thus the art of being tactful is introduced to my life..<br />Check out the Dale Carnegie book.. it helps!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-83485115816050630972007-01-29T14:41:00.000-08:002007-01-29T14:54:43.991-08:00House warming party<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOnBLAkW74UtTuDn07M52RK_jmqoAW0z_0sqLrK1geDO-7GI5LWRRXVK5kjqfNwAQPSMDx54x1A0_iGToErsAMIsO_tgz5anR_N_OaDDkjMNAzz206gJatLMt-MXfHXs_sxtDOw/s1600-h/P1010085.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOnBLAkW74UtTuDn07M52RK_jmqoAW0z_0sqLrK1geDO-7GI5LWRRXVK5kjqfNwAQPSMDx54x1A0_iGToErsAMIsO_tgz5anR_N_OaDDkjMNAzz206gJatLMt-MXfHXs_sxtDOw/s320/P1010085.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5025589141100429570" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXYYJUgLEkR8l6VV9fXqv19ItP-JXrkwglYgQK_VXI6F-UxEXcy5DVHh8PKTTbIVNcoq6jqkKJqS7VBIzf3D3zcn97ExEjlx920sDxGqz2L4rcFslY5uO5ii7SPVQZyondIijD6w/s1600-h/P1010086.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXYYJUgLEkR8l6VV9fXqv19ItP-JXrkwglYgQK_VXI6F-UxEXcy5DVHh8PKTTbIVNcoq6jqkKJqS7VBIzf3D3zcn97ExEjlx920sDxGqz2L4rcFslY5uO5ii7SPVQZyondIijD6w/s320/P1010086.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5025587143940636914" border="0" /></a><br />Had a housewarming party at my tiny apartment yesterday.<br />10 people in total.<br />Quite amazed that 10 people could actually sit in my apartment, I guess my apartment is not as small as I thought it was.<br /><br /><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9337236.post-1169710964132917992007-01-24T23:39:00.001-08:002007-01-24T23:42:44.133-08:00update on my faceSo after 7 days, the huge acnes stop popping out and the ones that were already there stop growing and start disappearing..<br /><br />after 12 days, my face is getting better, the scars are turning red ( previously brown ) and the scars are getting smaller..<br /><br />after about 18 days now.. the scars are much smaller and other areas of the face are smooth.. see some small pimples coming out but it maybe because of my period<br /><br />overally result : i'm very satisfied with Dr Lancer's products.. He wants me to return for more peeling session and microdermabrasion.. but i think this is enough for me.. I'm practically broke.. Good type of broke.. I mean a ticket back to Indonesia is $1100...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0