insights

in the three days that I was in Indiana, I somehow realized that I am not really an open person. My friend can share so much stories to others in three days than me. I tell them the facade, the untrue stories about me, while keeping my real dreams/stories inside.

It's funny to be so outgoing but not show one's desire.

For ex: I found myself being questioned a lot of times "what do I want to do after graduating" and I find myself answering 'just get married' when actually I, currently, detest marriage. Maybe I just don't know what I want to do after graduating, or maybe I m not used to sharing what I want to do in life.